Ah. Marishka, you mean.

[His features sobered, heart clenching unpleasantly even to say her name so soon after her death. Letting his hand fall from her face, he sighed.]

Marishka... was there for me in my time of need. She comforted me when I thought I'd lost you. And for that kindness, I have no regrets. Even though she was one of Lucifer's children, there was still something redeeming about her and I did love her.

[It was a hard confession to make, but one that was necessary in order to move on.]

But Saya, please believe me, I've never stopped wanting you.